第四章 (第6/6页)

quicklimetranspiration，wecanisolateandkillallthediseasegasnearby，andthentherewillbenopollutionwithinthreemetersinsideandoutsidethehospital.Ah，mom，thisistocreateasterileenvironment，whichisthesameprincipleasthephysicaldisinfectionoftheoperatingroombeforeouroperation.

    Myconsciousnessreappearedinmymemory.

    So，I‘mfullyconvincedthatthisisnotthefirsttimeI‘veappearedinthisenvironment，buthowlonghaveIbeenhereandwhatelsehaveIexperiencedApartfromthismemory，themindisstillblank.

    Allofasudden，Iwaspulledbacktothepresentbyanunpleasantsmell.Thefacefullofabscesseswasrightinfrontofme.Thefesteringplaceonthenoseoftheotherpartywasabouttorubagainstmyface!Iwipe

    Ifeelaflowerinfrontofme，andmybodysubconsciouslyjumpsbackthreemeters.Whenthebodysoared，thestickinhishandstabbedthemanheavilyinhisstomach.Withacry，themanwasknockedtothegroundandcriedwithpaininhisstomach.

    Thestickwasacrossmychest.Iglancedatthestick.Thebodywasalsoahandsomeyoungman.HowcouldIalwaysholdthesticklikeanoldman，andthebarkinthemiddlepartofthestickwasnotcleanedup.

    It‘snotalittlesectleaderofthebeggars‘sect.Althoughwecan‘tseefaces，wecan‘thearvoicesandtheskinonourhands.Wedon‘tlooktoobad.Althoughweliveintroubledtimes，webarelyliveintheworldanddon‘tcaremuchaboutourlooks，butfromtheperspectiveofoutsidersTheeyesofoutsiders，ah

    Isuddenlycaughtsomething，Icouldn‘tseemyappearanceallthetime，thisbodyoftenignoredmyconsciousness，butIreallywanttoknowwhatkindofpersonIaminthisenvironment.

    Besides，howcansomeonenotevenknowwhathelookslike.

    ThenIcanseemyselfinotherpeople‘seyes，socanmyfriend‘seyesreflectmyappearance.

    Infact，I‘mjusttoocuriousaboutwhatIlooklike.IhopeI‘mhandsomeinmymind.I‘vebeenbusyforsuchalongtimeandhaven‘thadtimetoseemyappearance.Infact，Ican‘tseeit.Thisbodyhasn‘tgivenmeachancetounderstandmyself.

    IthinkImustlookforopportunitiestoseemyselfreflectedinotherpeople‘seyeswhentalkingwithpeople.Evenifthebodydoesn‘tcooperate，youshouldalwaystalkwithpeople.Theoldsister‘smother‘sfamilymustalwayscommunicate.

    Theabscessmanonthegroundsuddenlyjumpedup，stretchedouthislongfingernailsandrushedover.IwasashortGod，andthenextoneswepthislegs.Themanfellonhismouthandchewedmud.Hestruggledtogetup.Suddenlyhemadeagrunt，andthenhefellonthegroundandvomited.

    Fromhismouth，hespitsoutalotofwhitemeatballswithmucus，whichlookslikeLanternFestival.

    Ilookedathisoperation，Ialmostvomited，andtheideaoflookingatmyselffromhiseyesdisappeared.

    Iclearlyrealizedthatwhathewasspittingoutwastheeggsorbagsofparasites